Monday, March 26, 2007

First Day of School

How do you rid yourself
of fear? I sold mine
for a quarter. Standing
outside among the morning
dew, zipped into my father's
leather coat, still draped
across his shoulders. His
eyes, frightened, just like mine.
Dropping to my height, his
hands around a coin, his
breath imbuing the metal
with courage. It never left
my side, much like he
never left, until he was
escorted out of the building.
Why did he linger so long?
Was it to give me strength?
Later confessing, it was
to take some back.

4 comments:

hydrocoil said...

tears

pseudo_facade said...

tears? Dammit, I knew I should have re-written it. :: Sigh ::

Anyway, I'm toying with the ending to that one. Rumors are that it's a bit confusing. What do you think?

hydrocoil said...

why are tears bad?
I was just remembering being shit scared looking back to see if he was still standing in the doorway.

pseudo_facade said...

Why are tears bad? I think there is more to be felt after the idea of "sadness" is dropped. I wish I could find a way to word that in a more straight forward way. Why be sad? Is there something more to be gained from an experience after you come to terms with your "sorrow"?

Could start a whole thought train from here, but alas, back to work. I hope to dish something out tonight, it some rough form or another.